Are you giving a thought to vanishing from this world?????
Suicide is one of the most difficult issues to discuss. We all have this thought in our lives at one time or another. You are not alone. It is not because you are defective or flawed. It is not because you are mental or weak. It happens because you are no longer able to hold out against or overcome the troubles you have been suffering for a long time. With proper support and empowerment, you will be able to cope with your problems within a certain period of time and the suicidal thought will come to an end.
By the time you reach a decision to give up and leave, think about how you managed to live through until now, just for once. Yes, you have made it so far! There are people who can help you for tomorrow and the days after. You just need to reach out to them.